The last week or two I have totally been freaking out! I have so many new things ahead of me that I guess my mind doesn't know how to handle it in such close range. I keep talking about moving far away...(but that's what I'm doing isn't it.)...or running away, somewhere the stress can't get through. Today was the first I felt a lot more okay with the stress. I still feel scared. Somehow it's okay. I can get on with my packing and think more crazy, instead of anxious. This is good....I think.
I am moving to China in less than a week. I have so much to do yet every time I try to get something done it just sits there waiting for me to stop worrying, and come do it. I know by next Wednesday I'll be ready to get on that plane and fly away, still I have to think how am I ever going to survive?
The other thing that I'm excited about today is I decided(again) that I will major in Interior Design and Architecture. I have know for quite some time that I'm into interior design but it always seems WAY too easy! I haven't even considered architecture till now. It really fits me. I'm always drawing layouts for houses and thinking of better ways to design buildings. For now the path ahead seems a little less fuzzy. I guess we'll see if it stays that way.
oh, I'm so excited for you.. I'm sure that once you get on that airplane it will all just happen quickly and just like you dreamed it will.
ReplyDeleteand I also think you'll love architecture. I thought about that once upon a time too. :)
I'm excited to see you all tomorrow night.. we'll have a fun party!
xoxoxo